Wesswind

 I often attempt to escape,...  it's out of necessity... I stand... and I sigh... as I rinse off this never ending mass of dirty dishes I repeatedly acquire out of seemingly nowhere... Then while fading away into the recesses of a - somewhat scattered mind - .... I go looking for solutions to self imposed turmoil that would just as well be left alone... if I had any sense at all that is.... But.. as usual, I again sigh inwardly, and continue in... deeper...  and.. deeper .... I have yet to every see a bottom-end in sight... along the way I find and often pass ... really good thoughts and ideas that should be explored further.... but as usual, they go by swiftly and fall from thought as a newer one overtake the gray-matter of the moment...      I found this reality the other day. ..  and it stuck... ... -  "Did you ever notice.... if a tear drop falls.... by the time it hits the surface of the water.... the soapsuds are quickly drawn to it and they mound around it as if to hide that it fell into them...." .... !